I am thinking.
I am thinking all the day and my brain can't relax.
I am stressed.
Moreover I don't have strength enough to make what I have to do.
Not only homework, but also be happy in a party or go out without worry...
Enjoy life, that is what I should learn. I envy people who can value the daily small details.
I have to change my thinking.
I need be more self-confidence to do it.
If I couldn't achieve this target, one of my dreams wouldn't realise (maybe the most important goal).
I have the opportunity but I feel it wouldn't come true... the future is uncertain.
I want stability in my life...